His mind is but a wild carousel, a tourniquet of ideas spilling from his endless imagination. Yet when he himself no more distinguishes reality from fiction, a danger he becomes just as he is preyed upon.
To which extent is this fellow willing to act upon his dellusions is still a mystery.
For the time being, the question remains. How far does the rabbit hole go ?Nate is a creative individual who will share
stories to whom will listen. His debute as a
writer has yet to come, but his ideas are flourishing and more often than not this should lead him to no good.
Naturally, he will have
followers, fans that admire his work and crave to read more from him, but also
detractors. There will be
« friends » letting themselves being led by his lands of fantasies and
friends that will try to bring him back to planet earth.
Nate, while very talented for storytelling, has great difficulty distinguishing reality from fiction. He will demonize anyone who even tries to break his bubble and bring him back to a harsh reality. His head is so filled with valiant adventures that he becomes oblivious to anything that might appear hurtful.
Because he believes to be in a world of fantasy, he has no empathy towards cruelty.
At the end of the day, maybe his wish is not to be 'cured'. The perspective of living in a fake world is perhaps what drives him to happiness...
SHALLOW MEMORIES
Nate shares very little about himself, for the simple reason that he has forgotten a great deal of it.
Truth to be said, he is affraid of the pain he might experience by remembering certain events. He does not wish to bring back the time of his losses, and will flee
anyone or
anything that comes even remotely close to
his past.
Although he may not be aware of it, Nate does feel a sense of guilt in being the survivor of the massacre that took his family and its surrounding friends. While not expressing this much, his quest to search back for
Faniel, his former companion of childhood is proof that he has not completely given up.
Anyhow, because of his feelings he will show hostility to anyone or anything that could remind him of this. This includes
breeders and
ranches, and can escalate to the whole rural atmosphere. Caring about Pokemon, seeing them run wild and being happy is sickening to him
In the same way,
rangers are equally despised.
UNLAWFUL FRIENDS
Despite his age, his mental instability makes him to be very easily
decieved and
manipulated. But this can sometimes backfire due to his unpredictibility and lack of common sence.
While he usually can be controlled through
fear, who knows what could happen when overhelmed with dellusions.
Currently, Nate is
working for
Team Rocket and while he is more or less aware of participating in dubious activities he does not think much of it. Due to his prior circumstances he has grown tired of watching over happy Pokemon and since works as a
caretaker for
stolen Pokemon. He feeds on their despair and tries to calm them the best he can before sending them to be revalued, and possibly slaughtered, for all he cares.
Nate sees himself as a
charity not so benevolant in the midst of terror and misery, and believes he is somewhat doing a good deed.
His
coworkers have all
varied opinions about him, known there as
Matt Zelpher, but he cares little about what others may think. Aside from his
dubious interests in Pokemon caretaking, he remains a very
joyful and
entertaining fellow, so to each his own as they say.